i saw this on pinterest. 
i adore it.
the end.

Today I was sitting talking with Chris when he mentioned that he was waiting for a fax to come in from a client.

Upon hearing this Abby jumped up saying: “You guys are going to Faxico!? I don’t want you to go! Can I come? I reeeeeeally want to go to Faxico!!

I just wanted to quickly come on here and tell YOU  that I miss you.
ALL of you…. my besties that live in my computer.

I have thought of you often.
I have missed you.
Our conversations.
Your stories.

I have also really missed writing…. but don’t know if I can even form coherent sentences anymore.
I am so far behind that I feel too overwhelmed to even start.
Have you ever been here too?
I feel the desire to pull away and yet so desperately want to stay connected….

My mother-in-love gave me this book to read this past week while we were away… I read through it slowly. Mostly while Ellie nursed throughout the week. I found I needed time to really soak it in.