A cold dark winter road that seems to stretch on forever.

If you had asked me last week to describe what my relationship with God “felt” like, that is what I would have said.

Most days I had the ability to numb myself to the elements. I could go about my day and not really notice the fact that I felt so alone, but if I took the time to really think about it, I did in fact feel deserted.
I really missed the closeness I once had with God. It felt like he was so very far away. And try as I may I just could not find Him. A lasting Him. Not simply a moments Him.